And yet i'm with the girl of my dreams..
You've woken from a deep sleep it seems
Why follow the Masquerade ?Why follow this masquerade?
A parading masked charade ;
That walks a beaten path.
An unchosen life that they hath.
With normality we're smitten.
Either Fit in or be Fitten !!
Isn't there space for all ?
After all, is the world so small ?
Why fit in.. when you can stand out ?
If I can't then I demand out..
Why follow when you can lead
If I can't then I shan't pay heed
I'll pave my way out at any rate.
Possibly set the beaten path straight.
Solving a broken heartAn arrow that hit the heart
Shattered it when pulled apart
Scattered,a jigsaw puzzle in scrambles
Left him,nothing but shambles
Time apart - a daunting task
Too much of both to ask
(but as they say...)
Broken love can only be mended
By the hands those t'was ended
New depths discovered
The void that once did harrow
Filled by the broken arrow
A broken heart bound by a tether
A jigsaw puzzle pieced together..
Friends apartGood friends
But when they pull
In all directions...
Where do you go?
Do you stay ?
Or get pulled apart?
Judgmental Thoughts be shrunk,
Shrunk into doubt.
Doubt in living;
Living in fear,
Fear of being
Being self within.
In a world,
World gone mad
Mad with judgment...
Its become JudgMental.
Things we made We gave things their own
We named them
When made things our own
We claimed them
Changed things from their own
We shamed them
These things destroyed our own
We blamed them
Think of the root then discuss
On who’s to blame –them or Us?
A kid in the downpourI was once afraid of the rain
Afraid of the cold and it’s pain
I was irritated by the deafening noise
Distracting me from my time with toys
Now... the cold keeps me company
Hiding teardrops amongst its many
And noise helps me not to hear
The thoughts that follow the tear
Every memory that creeps up
And Every regret that keeps up
The lightning flashes away
And the thunder keeps at bay
And in the rain when in it
Amongst the many I’m infinite
Broken Minds and Broken HeartsBroken minds lead to broken hearts,
Just as broken roads lead to nowhere,
If you are lonesome I promise to help,
But say you'd do the same for me and you'd be lying.
Broken minds lead to broken hearts,
And I was broken over and over,
If I even have anything inside me,
It's made of shattered glass.
Broken minds lead to broken hearts,
And I'm broken.
dreaming of stories,
dream something bright,
dream something light.
please don't fall,
if you fall the story will end,
if you fall my heart will break and bend.
of light and of rock,
fixed in the sky of black and of blue,
tell me the story of how you flew.
tell me a story.
Mistakes.When I look
Upon the pain
Of my past,
I feel so sad
And so guilty
But at the same time
I feel happy.
Because those mistakes
Made me who I am
They let me know the
People I know now.
Showed me what was right
And what was wrong.
My mistakes still haunt me
But if I had the option
To go back
And make them never happen,
Because I am happy
With what I have done.
The good and the bad.
Obsession -AkuRoku poem-The sea-salt drips
off those soft pink lips
All I do is stare
but pass it off as a glare
His green eyes glare back
and my mind goes black
I undress him with my eyes
and hold back deep sighs
He talks but I don't hear
I just look on with fear
because this confession
could ruin my obsession
He stands and starts to walk
I grab his arm "Can we talk?"
He nods his head and I start
"Axel, I love you, even if I have no heart."
His green eyes open in shock
but then he leans forward til our lips lock
and now my obsession
has a new profession.
Inside My CageTilt your head back, look at the stars twinkle,
Never look at me, gaze at the nightly angel.
I'll strip away my repulsive façade,
Five, four, three, two....
Close your eyes tight, I'll stab you with my striking vile.
Egocentric, muffled with paranoia;
Despicable, detached from decency.
I'm the void, the space between you and your dreams;
I'll drag you down, witness the vivid blaze of my torture,
I'll hallucinate you, seduce and fabricate.
So get lost, get away, run and never look back,
'Cause I'm a ticking time bomb, I'll cripple you broken;
Go away, let me stay, your charming illusion,
I'll be your masked angel, caged in my ugly desires.
-Inside My Cage
Why I Create, Why I SleepWhy I Create, Why I Sleep
I draw because the world is cruel
I create because of society's rule
I seldom search and find release
I'm just a soul missing a piece
I color because life is dark and gray
I sleep in imagination to take me away
I need all the different hues I love
To calm the evil storm above
My world is my dream
Weaving colors into every seam
I'm glad I never want to wake
Because I am an artist for my own sake
I cryI cry
Like all the others
I cry, alone
Too scared to let anyone see me cry
Pretending to be crazy, hiding the tears behind my frantic movements
Never wanting to be consider less of a man
Or am I one for not letting it show
Pretending to be a crazy mentalist
Convinced that the words I convey are complete madness
People claiming I am on drugs
Never do they know that I am completely sane, just not letting the tears come through
Probably saner than some that I see
Or do I actually belong in my category
I cry like you all do, and there is more to the eye when you see me
I am not just some crazy fool
One to seem to have endless happiness
One day to shed the insane asylum patient
One day to share my feelings to the fullest
One person alone deserves this position
One magical woman as weird as I
One to show that
Geek writes poetry.I'm not a poet of the greater sort,
I'd put Skyrim before Shakespeare's sonnets,
I don't study Poe (though I'm told I ought),
I can't see a scene and make art of it,
I am but a humble geek in hovel,
with nutella crumpets and a laptop,
I don't read great plays or classic novels,
won't have the rhythmical acclaim Slash got,
but my love, you know I love to dabble,
like a Satanist friend of mine might do,
I'm floating in a boat without paddle,
I might die or get inspired anew,
so darling please put up with what I write,
I swear eventually I'll get it right.
Second ThoughtsThey all blame the moon
for stealing light
What if it was the sun
who drained the moon
OutsiderI cursed myself with pitch-black darkness,
I shut the door to my heart, forever,
It was never meant to be opened again,
My wounds were never meant to heal,
And my ice was never meant to thaw.
I was never one for happiness,
Not that I never pursued it,
I just had no talent for anything of the sort,
The moon understood my loneliness,
I wonder if the stars knew my pain.
I was always an outsider,
Never intended to feel warmth,
Yet now I feel like I have an excess,
I was always Jack Frost,
I was always an outsider,
But I guess, now I'm not,
And for that,
How could I help but be so very thankful.
Love, Sex, HeartacheShe listens to affection,
He whispers his deception,
Her heart will race,
Whilst his eyes trace,
She'll gasp and moan,
While his hands roam,
Dreaming of an emotional connection,
Thinking only of his physical erection,
Tomorrow she'll sing of what they'll be,
Tonight he smiles at what she can't see,
When he's finished with his lie,
He'll leave her there, alone to cry.
SmileYou don't know what's behind my smile
Whether it be happiness or sadness
A bad day
A death in my family
It could just be a fake smile to get you to just leave me alone
It's my mask
You assume I'm an exceedingly happy person
But do you really know,
What's behind my smile?
Those times when I am smiling out of laughter and joy
Those are my best moments
I see babies smile and giggle over the simplest things
I aspire to have a smile like that
One that's innocent and happy
The smile that invokes chains of smiles to appear from others
But until that day
Will remain a mystery
What's behind your smile?